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Many years ago, almost 15 years or so, wrapping up an online spiritual class, one statement left me curious, and I still remember it to this date.

One of my Spiritual teacher said, “The Time now is always far better than the time to come”.

I was not sure I fully agreed with his thought and point. But, I made no remarks and left without any special consideration to what he said, over the last seven years and more particularly the past four to five years post the Pandemic, for some unknown reason, my mind keeps going back to what he said, triggered by the news on the current affairs of the world.

With the recent release of the Epstein Files, I’ve finally come to totally agree with this recurring thought, which I once dismissed.

& Once I agreed to it, it has given me peace, acknowledgement does that, be a thought, an emotion or a Human!

As a Clarity Coach and even at a personal level, I think I’m gifted with an uncanny ability to connect the dots, read the patterns underneath, and my first response to anything is to look for the common threads. My neural pathways were built this way, I guess, and with practice, with each passing day, I’m hardwiring it all the more

So here’s my take on the Epstein Files;

The millions of emails shared with some big-shot names and conversation threads, mostly in one-liner statements have a lot to comprehend and come to terms with.

1. A former teacher of Mathematics had a seat at the table
2. The seat at the table, which often demands a lot of smart work and political manoeuvring and is not an easy gain, however, was easy for a teacher of math!
3. It was easy because the easy part was that one single person knew the common shared need that most people have across the globe.
4. It is like knowing the psychographics of the Powerful and the wealthy!
5. A common thread and a common shared goal, which gave so much power to a single man who ended up running the affairs of the world in exchange for his services.
6. The common shared Goal(need) was LUST that offers an extreme form of PLEASURE!
7. A pimp was running the World, and he was able to do so because across the globe, all men in power had only one and one need, which he was able to meet and offer

The services provided

We all know the details of the services provided were at the cost of innocent children and women, and are so dark that it is better left unmentioned ( we all already have enough traumas of our own to cope with).

Seeking pleasure in young innocent children, in their blood and flesh!

As the human species, in the animal kingdom, with Epstein files, we have confirmed that our greed for lust in the form of pleasure has crossed all thresholds beyond imagination. The decadence has no name. Perhaps we are a pioneer here, and someone really has to come up with a term that can fully encompass the horrific truths in those files in a single word.

What’s next?

As a global citizen, reading the everyday new names surfacing from the Pandora box called Esptein files, I also wonder, what could be the real intention behind this partial divulgence of details?

There is more than what meets the eye, especially after coming across statements like “COVID was a construct”, and God is a construct!

If everything was a construct with ill intentions and ulterior motives. The impact it has across the globe explains that this is no less than a pandemic, but an emotional pandemic, not a physical one.

The intention behind the release of the files is still an unanswered question.

Or perhaps the People In Power know, regardless of what surfaces up, we all will move on as we always do.

The first reaction

My first reaction to what I was reading was one of shock, disgust and a deep sense of betrayal. While I have no connections with anyone mentioned, I felt betrayed by the systems(invisible frameworks) we use, the people I hoped in and my own approach to life through hard work,integrity .

I also felt a deep sense of helplessness, but soon overcame it when I compared myself to those pictures in which toddlers are taped before the abuse.

I felt sick to the stomach, and honestly became very sceptical of everything around me.

Here’s a screenshot of what I wrote in that emotional state on Linkedin.

So,

What does it mean for each one of us as a citizen of this planet Earth?

I’m sure most of us are still not able to fully sink in the dark, horrific facts that are debunked through the Epstein files, which run in millions of pages.

At the same time, after reading it, it may forever change our state of mind, shaping our ability to trust or rely on so called systems ,goverments or even laws and policies around Humanitarian causes ; for some of us, it may also shatter our beliefs and our mindsets that we have been carrying around for years on certain topics, events and people.

Inmy case, it is the concept of the West and its tall claims on Humanity, and its concept of freedom which turns out to be such a farce!

However, I’m also hopeful that perhaps this might also have a positive effect, where each one of us may forever change not just our mindsets but even our approach, as we now stand more clearly on facts about people and power.

This slow and silent change, which may not be very visible at the moment, but is a tectonic shift happening underneath, and in the coming times, it might really manifest at every level, from the micro to the macro.

And then in the new world, when things may unfold, not sure how many of us may live to the day to experience it, wherever we might be, I may still recall what my spiritual teacher taught me, “The Time now is always far better than the time to come”.

Thanks for your time to read this.

Warmly,

Mehnaz Amjad.